As always, anything I draw will be available on Lukabooru, so if once in a blue moon I make a sketch, it'll get uploaded there.

My body has been failing me and I can't keep up with posting my art online. I've been wanting for years to be an active artist but the reality is that I just don't have the health to be one of those people who somehow pushes out a full colored drawing every week, so I'm just giving up and dropping the expectation. Even after my several attempts to appease the sleep gods, even after the workplace bending backwards to accomodate me, even sleeping 9+ hours a day for months, I still feel tired 24/7, so I'm just done with fantasizing about having a body where I can actually sit down and do the things I want to do instead of vegetating on things that are mildly entertaining but easy to do. So for the time being, I'm just going to update Lukabooru whenever I make a doodle.

I'm also trying out this technique a good friend told me about, my implementation of it involves drawing a simple stick figure type face once per day, which is so easy that I cannot possibly fail to start it. I'm sick of having to make do with my shitty biological limitations, and on top of that, endlessly shovel blame onto myself because Oh I'm Just Not Trying Hard Enough or I Just Havent Figured It Out Yet. No, my body is shit, I've tried everything under the sun, and now I've reached a state of acceptance.

Maybe one day I will find a way to cure this, but for the time being, I give up.

Maybe I just need encouragement, or some hopeful sentiments that somehow I'll be able to conquer this problem. Maybe some good vibes or something nice and cheerful to help me out of this headspace of having given up.