(Copied from DA comment) I just haven't been feeling good about myself. Every-day feels quite repetitive, and monotonous. My family, writing, and making things have kept me sane really. I believe I'm in a better state now, but after quitting another job, and Discord holding so many bad memories with me, so I had to just delete my account; get it off my pc for good-sorry about that btw... My grandfathers passing, was honestly the start to this 'Second breakdown' All in all, It really did impact my will to want to interact with others online! All I Wanted to do, was write stories by myself, create private stuff, and be with my family. Trying to coin some comfort, while at the same time...I've already put my life on hold for my family! So, I also feel like I'm missing out on so many things, It's been so hard on me!

What I'm doing now: I would love to post more stuff for you guys, be more active on DA, YT and FA, the only accounts I want to focus on! That means no Discord-(First off, I want to say I've had many lovely people, and chats on there... And I know, it would be simpler to continue speaking with you on there. But my anxiety won't allow me any-more, that damn notification sound genuinely haunts me! So much, when I hear it on videos, or other... I kind of cringe! Because I Assocaite the sound, with some of the bad chats, or people that would take no for a answer... Or expect me, to be on like I was the only person in their lives! Sorry my genuine friends, but the app has been ruined for me, because of bad apples-and my own anxiety) Second...Patreon?-(I have barely even used it, only done a few commissions ever! So I'm prolonging my distance from that too, as between last year and now. I haven't touched Blender much, and I must admit something to you guys. I haven't drawn digitally...at all-since 2022.

I Just...don't feel confident enough, to do paid work for others yet. I still want to work on things, at my own pace! I don't know, when I will be ready! But making this a real job, is still the dream, as screwing up, at EVERY little thing at a 'Normal' job. It hits me harder than others, when it really shouldn't!

All in all, thank you all for your support, and patience!