This song brought to you by Abilify.
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Seriously though, I have been frustrated by my latest struggle to find a comfortable medication cocktail that doesn't make me feel like garbage. So far everything does so its kinda....Anyway, here is a new song. I thought lofi punk was the way to go with this one.

All parts preformed and written by me.


Chords:
C, E7, A-, A-/G, F, F7
A-, A-/G, F, F7
C, G, E, A-, A-/G, F, F-, C

Lyrics:
I just gotta say I feel a little dead with all these pills filling up my head
It's like I'm just a shadow of myself
Like Ive just been left here on the shelf
I'm telling ya man I cant feel my hands when I go to touch the things that I want to feel
and I can't even hold them close to me
Just like I've been cast out to sea

But given the choice between this and the monsters in my head
I just don't know how to live

Lithium Adderall and Depakote just take some legal meth and don't worry about the smoke
I know it's just another pill
A beast of prey just waiting for the kill
caffeine Hydroxizine the things you ate, you might as well learn to self medicate
With all the things that you're allowed to do
All while you feel empty in your shoes

But given the choice between this and the monsters in my head
I just don't know how to live

Meditate mindfulness and breathing too, as if these things could turn me into one of you
as if I had it all in my to do
Manic depression's the rubber and I'm the glue
Go on walks, drink your water exercise so you can convince them of the great bit lie
that everything's ok, you don't feel high
just say it for their sake and they'll feel fine.

But given the choice between this and the monsters in my head
I just don't know how to live

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