[PART 1]

I wanted to do a follow up on the apology live stream I did 2 days ago. I was standing up during the stream and i am proud of what i did so i could make things right, So I'm going to try and summarize what I said as best as I can, If you want to hear what I had to say in my live stream Two days ago, here's the link to it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYaTb...

Over the last month, I've been doing a lot of reflecting on my actions and how I've treated some people in a bad way. After ChaoChao0071 uploaded two videos about me and her trolls and haters (Chao is also no longer making people videos anymore because we like her work and even though we made mistakes, we need to fixed things that it could get an better community for us), and explaining how negatively my actions about her for the whole pupster problem on DA that i done (i deleted the picture for the sake of her health), it helped open my eyes a lot more. I knew it was finally time to come clean and apologize to all the people I've wronged, mistreated, or misjudged.

I let fear and paranoia from past experiences get the better of me, and it caused me to hurt even more people without realizing it. But that's obviously no excuse for the things I've done. My fear and anxiety of losing friends caused me to lose even more friends. These people were so hurt and angry with me that they felt justified to call me out, clown on me, and spread stuff about me. All of this has been tearing me apart mentally and emotionally. There are many things I should've done differently and things I should've realized a LONG time ago.

I'm ashamed that it's taken me THIS long to realize all of this.. In my live stream, I apologized to Chao for assuming that she turned his back on me when she made those videos (which they are unlisted), when all she was trying to do was stop me from post that pupster inflation art and the whole discord incident, I was far too quick to jump the gun with her, and in august of 2024, she unfriended me on dm's on Discord and block me on DA and YouTube after what i did to her. I did it out of fear and it was very wrong of me to do.

Chao is trying to help me stop spamming and i refused to listen. But Chao isn't the only one I've done this to unfortunately. I've done it with many other people, including jessicarothmon87 (Cyber Horse Studios) and Jamesworks who are also involved in the situation about my worry with Jess about what's going on. When I was trying to reason with them, but jessicarothmon87 and Jamesworks actually block me on DA and they say i was uncomfortable to them in which i did.

I avoided responsibility and threw them under the bus just because they never going to talk to me on DA ever again. i jumped to the assumption that they turned against me which was wrong. I completely understand why they felt the need to criticize me. I do NOT want ANY of my fans to attack or harass anybody despite what they may be saying about me. If anyone has been doing this to anyone, I ask you to please stop it immediately. I obviously can't control what my fans do all the time. I really appreciate my fans and friends' support and concern, however, attacking people makes things worse.

So please let me try and handle these situations on my own. I am very sorry to Chao, Jessica, James, and anybody who had to deal with my bad behavior. In the future, if anyone ever experiences any of this, please contact me on discord or let me know so I can address it with my fans publicly if necessary. i understand how hurtful that can be for someone to do that to you guys, especially if you considered them a friend. so why did I think it was okay for me to do it to others? It really isn't...

[PART 2]

To on DA like Chao0071, JessicaRothmon87, Jameswork ,,ASCToons , Lisa (LadyFeliz), ,Patchy13Patchy, and to FA like @Schrodinger_The_Wolf, I've mistreated and affected you negatively and terribly, I sincerely apologize to all of you. No words can describe how ashamed and guilty I feel for all the mess I've created. I'm also sorry to my friends and fans who have seen and been entangled in many of these drama issues. I failed to be a good example for you guys, and I've failed myself.

To a community I love and have been a part of for years.... I'm sorry. I'm human like everybody else, and I've made many mistakes. But I am honestly trying to learn and grow from these situations. I've done a lot of reflecting and know I definitely need to do better. And deep down... I know I can. To my friends, fans, and the community, it's your choice if you believe I'm being sincere with this or not and stand by me.

However, if you choose not to support me, then no hard feelings. Really, it's okay. I respect your decision. I will be continuing my long break from YouTube of making videos and focus my personal life and hangout with friends, because this most recent situation has caused extreme distress in all aspects of my life when i was little and i am now.

I don't know for sure how long I'll be gone for. Whatever the case, I really want to say thank you to my friends and fans who have been standing by me and supporting me throughout my YouTube and DA journey since last year, and i am going to fixed the damaged i done because actions speak louder then words. I really appreciate it, you're awesome, and I love you all....

Thank you - ScratFan2004