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Greetings.

I've been part of the vore community for 18 years now, and I'm not gonna lie, I'm kinda running out of steam. I've been finding it increasingly tough to remain involved with the community, to engage with others and in terms have them engage with me, and to meet new people and make new friends.

So then what's the deal? Lots of people tend to get less and less involved with fetish communities as they get older, so why is this a problem? Well the thing is, those people tend to have careers, families and overall a pretty normal life. This isn't the case for me, I'm disabled and unable to work, as a result I have little to no avenues to pursue social relationships in real life.

Not having a job means I don't have co-workers, no place to go and so forth, I also have very little money, just enough to afford the bare minimum of living... Which means I don't have any money to put into hobbies... Yet another social avenue I cannot partake into. So in short, involving myself in an online community is the only way I have to interact socially with others and to feel a sense of community.

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>So how did I use to interact and involve myself with the vore community?

I joined the vore community when I was 19, at first I mostly just lurked, looked at art and silently observe others interacting. Then I began commenting, getting involved with discussions, and eventually, roleplaying. After about 5 years I began dipping my toes into content creations, first with rudimentary pics, and later with stories.

I can't really roleplay anymore, its been years. I try it again from time to time and everytime I'm reminded that I just don't have it in me anymore. As a pred, I'm basically expected to do all the work, while the prey remains passive and is kinda just an object to be acted upon. I just don't have the energy or motivation to do it anymore, now its basically just a big chore.

Because of my deteriorating physical and mental condition drawing pictures and writings stories is now incredibly difficult for me. I will never be able to draw or write as much as I used to, or even perhaps at all.

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>So what can I do to keep involving myself with the vore community?

Honestly, I'm not quite sure. My ability to make content of any sort is seriously restricted, I don't enjoy roleplaying anymore and I have no money to commission others to make content for me. I have been dabbling with AI art creation, but AI generated images are banned pretty much on every site that host the vore community. I could try making very short vore stories where the setup, prior relationships and dialogues are greatly abridged and/or summarized... But I'm afraid that people might not pay attention to those. I know people have been praising me for the short story bits I usually include with my pictures, but I'm deeply skeptical people will bother with those if there isn't a juicy drawing attached.


So in short... I don't know... I really don't know. Any suggestions?

Thanks in advance **Hugs**


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