Hey so...I dont really know why i'm writting this but i guess i just need to say a few things.

During most of my birthday, i couldn't really help but feel sorry. What im most sorry for is the amount of friends ive neglected over these past years. You guys were and still are important to me, each of you.

Being 21 i kinda got hit with the realization that, Hey, you are an adult where ever you go. You are not a kid anymore.

Its scary. Its confusing. It feels unfair in a way. I wanted more time as a kid. Enioying the freedom that rules that came with it. Now being an adult its...it just feels like i have so much more responsibility that im not ready for.

Soon ill be on my own with my family to hold my hands, to provide me with food and a roof over my head. And as much as i love my parents for allowing me to stay with them for as long as i need...im afraid of what may happen once they're gone...

That's why im so greatful to you all. Having great people like you in my life gives me hope, comfort and safety. I care very much about you guys and i hope you'll forgive me for how i acted towards you either recently or in the past. And if i can mend our friendship somehow...that'd be great :)

So yea...21, whoo, I guess? Haha. Thanks for reading and i hope you guys have a great day :)