Just in case everyone doesn't remember, last year, I wrote a journal announcing my opening for art trades. I thought I would have some time to work on them just like I had finished one for one person earlier last year, and one for another earlier this year. But then a lot of things had to come up, such as work and usual events I had to attend, and all my parts in the art trades have been delayed for one whole year because of stalling, procrastination, and a complete lack of motivation. And for that, I guess the guilty party in me is saying that I have let everyone down. But, just because I failed doesn't mean it's all over. I know in my heart and mind that I can still refocus, start, and continue my parts of the art trades, because a major part of the reason behind the opening of the art trades is that I want to set very few examples of what my artwork should look like in regards to commissions, and I know that it takes some time to get a commission customer every once in a while, and I shouldn't speed up the process by approaching someone by offering a commission to gain their interest. I just have to prove an example first, and that's what I need to do soon. And I hate to lament on my past mistakes, but I have taken that said reason for granted because of my lack of focus and motivation, and my abundance for stalling and procrastination. I'm sorry, but it's a bad habit that I'm trying to kick out so I can get my head back in the game. So to all of those people that I have let down because of the art trade delays, I just want to apologize and say I'm very sorry for all of this. I opened those trades last year for a good reason, and I took it all for granted. Now look, I'm not asking for forgiveness right now, but I want everyone to understand my promise to make things right by everyone. Everyone is doing their part by right now, and it's about time that I should do my part as well. From now on, it's time for me to refocus on what's in front of me right now, and that's the commissions and art trades. I know that I have been very slow on the progress which has led to the delay, but I promise you that I will get on it soon enough. There will be no more delays going forward. I'm giving everyone my word here. I will work on all of those commissions and trades, and whether it's one by one or in a multitasking effort, I could care less. I've been meaning to write this journal for days now, and it's about time I wrote this journal to explain what really happened and what really went wrong. So as you all read this journal, I want you folks to understand what I've promised all of you, and I intend to keep this promise. Rest assured that.



Here's the info for the art trade and commission journals:
https://www.deviantart.com/amen95/j.....lots-963789148
https://www.deviantart.com/amen95/j.....ness-984075140