Well, this is weird. I switched to Twitter, but now it's completely burning thanks to a certain wealthy idiot. It seems the last time I made any updates was about two years ago, so apologizes!

Sorry everyone that follows my account for possible art follows, or RP. I'm no where near as active as I once was within the community. Life takes weird terms, and as you get older to tend to stop care and go right into the "fuck it" category.

Had a rough night, basically got framed as the bad guy in my FC on Final Fantasy XIV and left it. Now I am having issues getting to sleep because I am having a hard time breathing. Things were going too good for too long I guess.

Next my health or mental state will probably sprial out of control and I will be a useless mess again.

Hey all! It's been a while. I wanted to say a few things before I get really get back into the groove of things. I am not very active on here, and that probably won't change much. I'll pop on to check submissions, etc. These past few years have been interesting for me. My life has changed but has remained completely stagnant. As of writing this journal, I have had two surgeries done on my feet, and third to be done on my leg at the end of October. My health is a bit of a rollercoaster, and the weather sure as hell isn't helping.

I am thinking about making a new 'Sona but in all honesty, I am not sure if it will even be a "true" furry to match kind of how I feel and how I have changed over the years.

I've been wanting to get back into the swing of things, but I am never really sure where to beginning or how to start, and because of my age, I have a low tolerance for things.

Anyways, thanks for all the watches, and replies.

Oh man, it's been ages since I've log on in here.
Sorry for the lack of anything at all on here. I wanting to change that here soon and come into my own again as a FA user.

With that being said, I need help getting into drawing Avians. I know what I want my next 'sona to be, and probably one I am going to be sticking with for a while. Any and all help would be great!

~Slybel

I know it's been ages since I've done a journal of any kind (mostly because no one ever reads them), but sometimes I just feel a little better when I get it off my chest and out into the open. Putting my thoughts and ideas out on Facebook or Google+ but all that really comes out of that is unnecessary worry, that in all honesty, I rather avoid. The eagle vision my family has on me whenever something bad happens is just frustrating. The only time I get any attention is when I speak out about how bad I feel. Almost like no one cares if I am feeling good.

So to help clear my mind... I am posting something on here. Feel free to comment. Hell feel free to ask questions, I will even answer them... Hmmm maybe I'll do a journal about asking questions.

My mind has been a weird state the past few days, but I can also blame the weather for that too. I took a trip up to Utah, to visit some family while we still could, at the end of September and came back the First of October, and well... my body wasn't ready to be around that many people at all, much less my lungs having to deal with the increase in humidity. So on the second day we were there I was just a complete and total mess. I was shaking so bad I could probably mix a drink just from someone placing a drink in my hands. When I have days like that it usually takes me a few to days to get out of a depressive rut, but for some reason the the day we came back, I was in a really manic mood, which means for the next week after that day I am completely useless. Everything gets to me, I feel completely alone, and all I want is to someone to hold me tightly in their arms. Well to make matters worse we've had rain every day for the past week, and for some reason, I'm hyper sensitive to the weather now. So not only am I dealing with the down caused by my manic episodes and the extreme high of anxiety, I've been dealing with the extreme low that comes for when my body expects rain. So not only when I am awake I am extremely depressed, but while I am asleep I having to deal with suicidal dreams which in turn makes my insomnia worse because I way too scared to go to sleep because I do not like it when my brain makes me threaten myself while I sleep.

Sigh, I would love to just have someone in my life that would just deal with my shit and hold me in their arms so I can feel safe and secure for once in my adult life.

TLDR; My boidy really hates me and doesn't need an excuse to be a total dick to me.

I normally don't do stuff like this, but it's a spiritual successor to my childhood. I played the ever living shit out of the original Banjoo-Kazooie, and I will be doing the same with this too, check it out, back it if you can & if you're interested :3

https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....mer-rare-vival

Yeaaaah, the joys of living in state where you allergic to most of the flora around you >_< Getting a small gust of wind and the wind gets knocked out of you because there is so much pollen in the air. If the spring is this bad, I am not looking forward to the summer considering most of the plants out here are late bloomers and we get regular forest fires.... Yays more reasons to not being able to breathe.

Anyways wish me luck in my quest for Air! Lol

What do I think of it so far? I'm liking it. The Banner actually covers all over the top of the Browser, which is a nice change. The Layout is much easier on the Eyes over all. There is still a few things that should be changed, but it looks good over all.

What's everyone else's opinions?

Pretty straight-forward here, since it's been becoming more and more obvious that people are using it. (These are sites like Kickstarter and Patreon) I thought I would share my opinions on the idea itself.

Do I like it?
I honestly think it's a great idea, but it has some serious problems behind it.

Like?
The system is easily abused and there is no guarantee that you will get what you pay for, or people will charge way too much because they think it's worth that amount to them, when in reality it is worth far less.

In the long run, I honestly like it, but I don't like how people abuse the system because they believe they are entitled to it.
Not everyone is like this, but the voices of the few ruin everything for the masses.