Too Young For Tragedy Part 2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CWjVg_CildE

Life has been moving in a positive direction on many levels, between now working 11pm-7am and going to school a few days out of the week for my CNC machining classes I have been pretty damn busy! So if I am harder to reach or contact, that is why!

At any rate, next con will be Midwest Fur Fest 2014 in Chicago!

Hope everyone is doing well!

~Havoc

There's a dark part of town
Where the girls get down
And I cannot wait for a chance to go
Wait for a chance to go
I've got my bad luck shoes and every excuse
To dance these blues away
Ain't coming home
I ain't coming home

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court

In a dusty room I come to assume
That I've been doomed
To lose my mind tonight
Too weak to fight
So I try to save face and I rest my case
The judge pulls me aside, says, "C'est la vie
Let your darker side come out to feed"

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court

"All right
I can't do sexy"

I commit the crime of wasting time
Always trying to rhyme
Yes, I am guilty
But don't misunderstand me
I admit defeat then I move my feet
My history will never be repeated
I won't ever be repeated

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Sit up, sit up, sit up
It's a kangaroo court
A kangaroo court

by The capital cities.

It should be no secret how I feel inside

Feelings and emotions can't help but collide

Sitting here alone and suffering is no way to decide

Who really values you, your presence, and why..

I feel myself slipping away, from the ones who said they'd never make me cry.

If acting like I don't exist was your answer, why have I not spread my wings and flew my goodbye

Just let the time pass watch the world turn its sky, are we really THAT different..

Or is it, all just a lie..

You can't put a price on loyalty, so why even try?

~Havoc

I'll be there some time this evening.

Lets make some great memories.

This has always been my favorite convention, its up close and personal, a truly profound and wonderful experience.

Its vacation time, and I plan to make the most of it.

Much Love

~Havoc <3

Words almost fail me in terms of how much fun I had this past weekend! I got to chill with a lot of friends and enjoy some damn good parties, not to mention all the fuzziness in between. I'd like to give a big shout out to everyone that I can recall spending time with me and  skittlepaws!!!

 Pyhrra  Daiquiri  Rinzensashi  lace  celestialwolfen  Draco751  blondefoxy  skuffcoyote  Stormhusky  djwoof  Conte  aslanprinty  Uro  neokai  koyosama  Brosine and many more!

Thank you all for making my con!

~Havoc <3

Staying at:

Hyatt (Main Hotel)


How are you traveling?

Driving


Who are you rooming with?

 Skittlepaws  Duskwhitewolf  pyhrra  daiquiri & Quite possibly  rinzensashi


Who will you be with?

Most likely wandering round looking for trouble, most likely with these guys...  Koyosama,  skittlepaws  Rinzensashi  pyhrra  duskwhitewolf


Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?

Most likely between my hotel room and the convention spaces. Best way to find me is, well... If you have my number text me for better location details, or if you don't have my digits :P Just walk up and say hello if you see me!


What do you look like?

Some devious wolf type thing?


What is your gender?

Male (The last time I checked)


Are you mated/in a relationship?

Wtf is this 20 questions... YES DAMMIT!


How tall are you?

5'11"


Can I talk to you?

Sure! Why not! I want you to bark really loud at my ass!


Can I hug and/or snuggle you?

As long as you showered :3


Are you nice?

I think so! I've been told I am!


Are you cliquey?

Yes and NO, cons are great for meeting new people but I do have a usual set group I enjoy being around yes.


Are you fursuiting?

Possibly :3


Which suit(s) will you be bringing?

None Sadly!


Can I try on your suit?

What suit!?


If I see you, how should I get your attention?

Come up and say hello


Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?

Asking never hurts! You might be surprised!

Can I buy you drinks?

The way to this wolves heart is through keeping him intoxicated <3 Feel free, but no roofie coladas!


Do you attend parties?

It ain't a party without a wolf like me!


Can I take your picture?

Sure, I don't see why not... Just make sure I'm ready for it!


What's your goal(s) for the con this year?

Get a nice good setup in our hotel room, fursuit a bit maybe, party and chill out with friends both new and old! Most importantly, having a great convention with lots of fun and make some amazing memories.

Thats all folks!

~Havoc

Things are going great with the new job,  skittlepaws and myself should be at IFC for a day or two, after that comes MFF in November.

Thats all folks!

~Havoc

I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

Yeah
As it...hey

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

~Kid Rock~

One of the best articles concerning anthrocon I've read in some time.

 Skittlepaws is the star of the show! <3

http://www.theburghbaby.com/burghba.....-Kd7qk.twitter

http://grooveshark.com/#!/playlist/.....ne+Up/74304377

If you want some rockin tunes for AC, here's my current playlist.

~Enjoy

When I was young I was invincible,
I find myself now thinking twice,
I never thought about no future,
its just the roll of the dice.

But the day may come when you've got something to lose,
and just when you think you're done paying dues
And you say to yourself, dear God what Have I done?
And hope its not too late 'cause tomorrow may never come.

Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come

Yesterday is history and tomorrow's a mystery
But baby right now, its just about you and me,
You can run you can hide, just like Bonnie and Clyde
Reach for the sky ain't never gonna die,
and I thank the Lord for the love I have found
and hold you tight cause tomorrow may never come.

So if you please take this moment
Try if you can make it last
Don't think about no future and just forget about the past
and make it last.

Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come

~Social Distortion - Reach for the sky

How are you getting there?
Driving with  foxyfluff and  Rinzensashi

What hotel are you staying at?
Da Omni nigga..

Which days will you be attending?
Thurs - Sun

Who are you staying with?
 skittlepaws,  foxyfluff &  Rinzensashi!

How do you want to be addressed?
Havoc or something like that.

Gender?
I'm a real boy!

Age?
23

What do you look like?
check my FA or my Twitter

Where/how can I find you?
Stumbling round intoxicated probly somewhere, some room party or some dancefloor.

Do you do requests?
Define this so called request c.c;;;

Do you do trades?
It might be negotiable. x3

Do you do commissions?
If you really wanna pay for my scribbles, we can talk.

What is your main purpose for attending?
Hang out with long time friends, meet new friends. Drink (Heavily) and party like my liver wont survive another day.

Can I talk to you?
Sure, why not.

Can I take pictures with you?
Pic's are always rockin!

Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
Yea I'm very friendly... tho groping is saved for friends.

Can I hang out with you?
If you can catch me (Right time, right place.) I'm all over the place at cons, besides ac is HUGE.

Do you go to parties?
Most certainly

Will you be suiting???
Possibly

What is the best way to reach you?
If you got my number text me, if not you can always DM me on twitter.
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Shit, AC is like 11 days away, lots of preparing to do!

Well you're boring me now
First you stay then you go
If I'm kicking you out
Then it's time you should know
Oh baby

I'm so sick and tired of sitting talking to you
Yeah that's right
You never tell me anything that I wanna know 'bout your life

But baby when you touch me on my body
I love every feeling that I used to know
And baby when you touch me on my body
I'm losing my mind every time here I go

Baby, yeah that's right

I despise that you know
I'm too weak to say no
I can scream, I can shout
But you still got a hold
Oh baby

My friends are mystified about what I see in you
When you got that right
But they don't know why I put up with all that you do
Oh 'cause you love me right
Am I an addict only hanging out for your touch?

Well I should go, but maybe I could see you just once
Baby one more time, ohh yeah

Cause baby when you touch me on my body
I lose every feeling that I used to know
And baby when you touch me on my body
I'm losing my mind every time here I go

~When you touch me - Freemasons~

Love save us once
We’ll fall from where we crawled
Love save us once
Beware what you want

Trust us now
It’s time to let me go
Give up on us
Follow what you want
Trust us now
It’s time to let me go
Give up
Give our soul away

Now you will go
Save us once
We’ll never let go
Where we crawled
The memories are wrong
Save us once
We’ll never wake up
What you thought you want

Trust us now
It’s time to let me go
Give up for now
Follow what you want
Trust us now it’s time to let me go
Give up
Give our soul away

Remember with love
It’s time to let me never let go
Follow in your memories alone
It’s time to let me never let go
We die alone

If my head weren't in the gutter, it would probably be homeless...

STOLE THIS FROM.. SOMEONE!
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NOW DO IT!!!

1) Would you have sex with me if you could?

2) Have you Thought about it before?

3) Where would we do it?

4) Top or Bottom?

5) How many times?

6) Position(s)?

7) rough or soft?

8) Lots of foreplay? or get right to it?

9) more than one person? or have me all to yourself?

10) what do you think it would be like if you could?

~Havoc

So Ive decided to go in a bit of a different direction, given things going on in my life currently and having more free time then usual I have decided to take on the challenge of trying out the commission road. If anyone is interested I would be happy to discuss matters further, currently I am only doing black and white line work but I am open to discuss coloring as a possibility.

Pricing for commissions will vary depending on # of characters, level of detail involved etc..

Hope to see lots of comments and feedback on this.

~Havoc

Well FCN is quickly approaching, I'm super excited to be going back to MI to see family, friends as well as enjoy time with my boy  Skittlepaws for my birthday, seems like quite an awesome bonus to celebrate your BDay in your home town at a con. (In My Opinion anyways! :3)

Room arrangements for FCN are as follows:  RappyRaptor,  dustyfoxy,  Stormhusky  Skittlepaws and myself.

I may even throw a lil birthday get together with lots O Booze & Friends Invited.

I'll Keep you all posted so hit me up for details!

I should be arriving Thursday and staying through Sunday.

That is all <3 ;)

~Havoc

I don't have to leave anymore
What I have is right here
Spend my nights and days before
Searching the world for what's right here

Underneath and unexplored
Islands and cities I have looked
Here I saw Something I couldn't over look

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

See what I've done
That bridge is on fire
Going back to where I've been
I'm froze by desire
No need to leave

Where would I be
IF this were to go under
It's a risk I'd take I'm froze by desire
As if a choice I'd make

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

Islands by The Xx

Well by the way things are looking I will be arriving at MFF late Thursday night and staying until late Sunday evening.

CANT

FUCKING

WAIT!

So now I ask, who is gunna party with the Wolf/Who's attending?

TELL ME! >:3

~Havoc

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear


Disappear - by Hoobastank

This whole weekend has been rather eventful, for one its the first 3 day weekend I've had in easily 3 weeks lol yay for relaxing finally. Other than that  foxyfluff's and my roommates moved back to Iowa so now its just us 2 and Jordan running around the household, which has been pleasantly quiet as opposed to how things were before so I'm definitely enjoying the peacefulness. Recently I looked into getting a car as well which actually had a great turn out, I ended up with a 2003 VW Passat at a very VERY reasonable price. It only had a few minor things wrong and its almost back to perfect with what I've dumped into it thus far which makes me quite happy on many levels. So now, I'm a hard working and driving in style mobile wuff. No complaints n.n Things are still getting settled otherwise financially as well as mentally in some areas but in a month, maybe two at max I'll be profiting more so than ever before.

Aside from missing my friends and family back in Michigan (Typical Home Sickness), I'm exceptionally happy. :)

Feel free to bark at me, I'm always around.

~Havoc

So I decided to jump ship out of Michigan and just stay in Peoria, IL to give myself a fresh start. Things seem to be going better than I could ever had hoped despite my abrupt decision, by no means am I saying it was an easy road to just do this out of the blue, though right now I have achieved obtaining a better job then the one I had living back at home in Detroit. Better pay and all, plus I'm not going nuts working 3rd shift anymore which is certainly a blessing in and of itself. Not to mention its even more physically taxing than the last, in all honesty I think its going to make me put on a LOT more muscle *Excited* but I live in a nice house with  Foxyfluff, our 2 roommates and 3 very wonderful dogs as well as cat. I couldn't be happier right now.

Things can only keep going up from here and I CANNOT WAIT to see what the next year or two will hold.

Just an update, hope to hear from everyone.

~Havoc

Stole this from my bud  Lace

Looks like a bunch of fun answering questions in characters perspective.

Ask my fursona a question!

Say hello to Havoc!

So after a long night at work I decided to stop down the street to a friends place, it seems to me that at this point in my life I need to keep record and put my thoughts down onto a nice happy medium where I can express myself a tad more clearly. Lately life has just been falling into perspective for me, I know now what I want or perhaps more simply a game plan. Its important to be content with yourself and your choices in life, as of this moment I believe whole heartedly that I'm content with my stability both in my mind as well as in my every day life. Work is going famously aside from the stressfulness at times but that's to be expected with any occupation.

I expect to be challenged and don't mind it honestly, but moving on to my point. I am happy living at home for the time being but am certainly working my damnedest to get out on my own again, once i achieve a few things that are necessary to do so. I shall, whether i stay in MI for a few more years or pick up and move out of state once these things are accomplished is up in the air.

Right now I have very good feelings of self worth returning to me in big doses but just as importantly I'm starting to see that just because a window of opportunity closes in your life.. that doesn't mean to give up hope of being happy or finding just what your looking for. It means with every window closed another one will open, this new open window to me isn't just a breath of fresh air. Its direction, hope, happiness, freedom and the pursuit of what truely makes you happy.

Once I pick my direction. I'm going to walk it proudly, with all my friends behind me and maybe (hopefully) with someone special beside me.

"Wear your scars on your chest, never your back."

~AWolfMakingTracks~